Wow, it has been a while since i update the blog.
Many things have changed:
- My status has changed (to married) last Nov
- I have delivered my son in Aug
- I am going to be a home owner soon (just gotten my keys)
Hence it is really an extremely busy period for us all.
When i was pregnant, everyone (Mothers) has been telling me that this is just the beginning. Pregnancy is the most enjoyable in Motherhood. I was thinking to myself, how can someone being pregnant be the most enjoyable.
Now my boy is 8 weeks old and i started to realise that what Mothers have been telling me are true. When i was pregnant, i can still go anyway i want, sleep whatever time i want, etc. However now, everything surround the baby. Whenever we want to go out, see the house, etc., we need to worry about baby: is there anyone to take care of baby and i have phobia of bringing him out. The thought of preparing his items: milk, extra clothes, diapers, wet wipes, etc. and cleaning up when back home (bottles, baby, etc.), making him drink his milk, burp him and what if he cries, deter me from bringing the little one out.
I hope he grows up soon, yet again, Mothers have been telling me that they are cutest when young and don't missing their growing up. They missed their baby when they are small. Will i realise this is true when he gets older?? I just hope he will be more manageable and easier to care for...