My parents especially my dad is doing it again. He is voicing his displeasure of me staying over at bf's place last weekend.. bla bla bla.... My mum and sister have started nagging at me... bla bla bla... I am already so old liao, can't i just have some freedom?? I guess i will only stay over on Saturday night, since dad is working on Sunday morning so should not notice my disappearing act, hopefully.
Some many unhappy things happening this week. Got angry with Dear on Monday and Tuesday consecutively. He keeps on hogging on the phone with SMS and calls, totally ignored me without explaining what he is doing. I still hinted that he is very busy but he ignored me... After much coaxing when i was about to relent, he said his favourite way, 'still angry ah, not angry already la' - answering himself, then why bother checking with me? & 'don't angry la, you not so petty one right' These makes me fume up further... He then asked what i want him to do to cool down, then he suggested dancing, so i said ok after a while. But he did not, he said he needed music.. etc.. bla bla bla... I then said to him that if he was to make me angry again he will have to dance at the Esplanade.
On Tuesday, he scolded me after i bite him, i said he's loud, he just reply loud meh, then he keeps quiet. I threw him hands away and he tried to hold back and open up my hands without apologizing or anything. So i remain quiet for the rest of the journey, he knew i were angry with him. After i alight at my house, he held me and stop me from walking. I just refused to talk about it and he said he hold my hand means asking me not to be angry, i said i dun understand body language.. etc... So he apologized and i relent as this is just a small thing, i just hate it when he ignore me or hope that my anger will go away without him doing anything. He asked me not to get angry with him easily. Well, i will try not to, of course... No, he did not dance, just held me close and sway at my lift lobby.. hehe..
Well i do know he is nice although some times he ignored me and sometimes he stared at girls. Oh he asked me yesterday whether i mind him looking at girls. I said see is ok, but not to stared which he usually do. He said no, he only glance, i questioned him back, you sure? He laughed... He then said ok ok, i will not stare. He practically accompanied me the whole of last and this week, except for 1 or 2 days. Even though, these 1 or 2 days, he did not go party or drinking with his friends, surprisingly he went home. Hmmm, not sure whether is it just this 2 weeks cos my bday is getting near??
Anyway, the other sad thing is that my San Gu Zhang committed suicide by jumping down his flat. He is a very nice person and left behind was his wife, my San Gu and their young daughter, only 5 or 6 years old. Heard that he is very close to another married woman staying at the same block and San Gu did reprimand him and hit him and i guess he felt guilty about the whole thing and also was under depression. Haiz, heard many of such stories before and never knew it will happened to my family. They are all nice people and really sad to hear the news. San Gu Zhang is the sole breadwinner as well... Life is definitely going to be hard for them.
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