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Wonder how Tit is getting along with her newly marriage life... Haha.. Should be sweet, I can tell that Chris is quite thoughtful and on their day, he ensures that Tit do not trip on her grown and help her in moving around with the 'clumsy' outfit.. Haha.. Knowing that she is not very feminine her usual self, hence it's amazing that she walk properly on her slim heels. Haha.. I'm not trying to make fun of her, but well, we are good friends...

She's second, from my class in poly, to get married. I remembered whenever we have gathering we will speculate how will be the first to get married and we all guess it will be Kelly since she always has loads of boyfriends, flings and affairs... Still can't believe she is married. On the other hand, we are already 25, not young anymore. Furthermore Chris is already 32? I always think that being with a older man will be a better choice as they will really dote on me since they are so much older and he are more mature in their thinking. But unfortunately, I'm always attracted to younger man or those with the same age as me, seems to be always the case for me. Luckily, my dear is still quite mature in his thinking.

I think he is too honest. He actually told his mum that I'm working at a pub when his mum asked about me on Saturday. I was like... Hmmm, do you need to tell your mum that??? His mum was asking me last week at dinner:


- are you short of $$$

- do your parents allow you to work there?

- how long have i work there?

I explained to her clearly and assuring (i hope) that the place is not a sleazy place and my lady boss, being a woman, take care of us. And i work previously because i am studying so trying to repay my loan as well.

I hope he did not tell them that i ride too. He said that he told them because she asked where am I the week before last Saturday, when he had dinner with them. As usually I will be with him during the weekends. I’m not trying to tell him to lie, but certain things I thought may be better off not to say.

Wed – He actually took bus with me from Cityhall back to my place and took the mrt back home. I didn’t want to go Funan, as I do not want his parents to think that we went over for the dinner and transport as he will usually drives me home (with his dad’s car) after dinner with his parents, or drive his parents home before sending me home. Either way is fine with me, however it is so awkward so I don’t make much conversation in the car or at dinner. Sometimes his mum speaks to me, and I will just reply her and that’s it, full stop. But it just seems to me that the purpose we went down Funan is for the car, for the convenience or for the dinner. I’m not sure, just don’t feel good.

Initially, he keeps asking me where is my bike which I already told him I’ve left it at the office since he asked me to, as I got pissed and stared at him. he keep asking, I know, because he might wants to meet his friends later on for drinks. He knew I was pissed but I guess he thought I was angry because he said I keep laughing earlier. So I mentioned to him that if I don’t laugh, then I don’t smile and look stern all the time, if this is what he wants. So he said, no no no.. blah blah blah… I was pissed because he’s the one that asked me not to ride and he’s also the one who wants to meet me since my dinner was postpone. And now, he keep asking where’s my bike, which I know the reason for asking is that he wants me to go home myself, and that’s because he might wants to meet his friends. Then in the first place, don’t meet me!!!

Sat – we kind of quarreled again. It’s words again… he said tonight you will know when I teased him, so I said don’t go Bukit Batok tonight lo, he then said don’t go don’t go lo. So I said fine, then I won’t go. And he just smile and look away. I repeated a few times, he also didn’t say anything. We joined his parents for dinner and we went straight to his place. I told him that I’m going back home, he asked why, I said I’ve told you earlier on. He then said don’t want la, blah blah blah… if he tried to resolve this earlier, it wouldn’t be like this. So after much persuasion, I still keep saying I’m going back, so he asked me to wait for him to change. I warned him that I’ll stay this time (he still thought I’m joking with him all the while cos maybe I don’t look fierce or anything since his parents are at home) but the next time, I will really go back home. I’m pissed because he assume that I will stay, that’s why he didn’t make any efforts to even say anything when I say I’m not staying.

Not sure whether I’m petty or what but I just hate that. But after saying that I went to bathe and I just react normally already. I hope he do not have the impression that I’m easily appeased, I just do not want a quarrel since this is not something serious.

Well, hope tomorrow will be better.